I am starting to wonder how did I manage to blog so much in the past. Was it really in me that I was able to write so freely? or was it just a spur of an era ( secondary school to JC)?

Intense battle coming up. Hope that I can bring everything right on track again.  How things will turn out, I will just have to swallow hard and move on. Life is about constant learning, university shall not be the only way to achieve success.

Waking Up

I have no idea why I can't wake up early just to revise for my work. What is happening to me? Just damn disappointed with everything.

Realised I made a stupid mistake yesterday. Wtf. Why is it so damn hard to have faith?

Hope all turns well. Just going to get focus and complete the next 4 papers.

Hands are feeling itchy, hence, led to the creation of this post.

Exams are here again, stress is back up for grabs. Or should i say "As are back up for grabs".
The cycle is continuous and non stop.

All I want for is a significant improvement to justify the sacrifices I have made for this semester. A remarkable improvement. I need it so so badly.

A sudden sense of awakening. Reading throughout the essay of a non-ps major makes me want to push myself even harder. I do not believe that I cannot reach that standard.

Sometimes, admits all this competition, doubts starts to surface within myself. Have my academic ability dropped so much? Some people could partake in so many school activities, stay up late drinking and partying, and still, their results are among the top ranks of the cohort. Yes, that may be the minority, but there are still a huge number who can perform above the mean. For me, why do I stand lower than that? Have I not put in the necessary effort? Where did I go wrong?

Will competition taper off somewhere? Or, is it an ever-changing constant that was implanted among humans millenniums ago?

Whichever the answer is, the common advice still persists.

SUCK IT UP AND MOVE ON.

Last day of school

In a twinkle of an eye, the end of school has arrived. As many head home to flip through their notes, a sad soul is still flipping through research materials to complete his last 2 essays.

Shit man.

China Version of Lady Gaga Bad RomanceT

Freaking Epic.