Lost

Feeling kind of lost. My dad Just told me that an engineering education or something that deal with Mathematics would be better. Just when I need the right inspiration, he has to shoot me down at this time. Not that I am blaming him or what, but it is not the right time at all. I came into this semester feeling very determined to get something out of it. Weighing among lifesaving, community service club, giving tuition and studies, I decided to choose the last 2. It is kind of hard to let go of something that you have trained so hard for over the past one year, and for CSC, the feeling of going back on one's promise is just sickening. With so many work piling up, this semester is slowly becoming my most dreaded nightmare. This week can be said to be the March and September holidays for NUS students. Sadly, I am not enjoying it at all. Supposed to clubbing tonight but tied down by work. Sometimes, I really wonder what am I trying so hard for? In the end, success depends on how you adapt to the changing world. Degree is just a back up, adaptability and capability are the 2 qualities that matters the most.