Friday, 19 September 2008

Bloody Kei Leng Kias... _I_

Alright, I am back!
So Shocked at my tagboard!
That is what I wanna see! hahas, All thanks to Amos. Really so surprise to see the effort he put in. Forgot to teach him something though. The lyrics could be found at mp3.baidu.com. WUAHAHA! K lah, treat u when we meet up after your promos =D

Lyrics: Super long

(forever love 王力宏)
爱你不是因为你的美而已
我越来越爱你
每个眼神触动我的心
(两个人的烟火黎明)
最爱你的是我
否则你怎麽让我
否则我怎麽可能赴汤蹈火
你说什麽都做
(如果.爱张学友)
如果这就是爱
在转身就该勇敢留下来
就算受伤就算流泪
都是生命里温柔灌溉
(童话光良)
我要变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手
变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
(很爱很爱你刘若英)
往更多幸福的地方飞去
很爱很爱你只有让你拥有爱情
我才安心
(我愿意王菲)
我愿意为你我愿意为你
我愿意为你忘记我姓名
只要你真心拿爱与我回应
我什麽都愿意为你
(好想好想古巨基)
好想好想好想好想
好想好想和你在一起
(明天我要嫁给你了周华健)
明天我要嫁给你啦
明天我要嫁给你啦
要不是你问我
要不是你劝我
要不是适当的时候你让我心动
(不得不爱潘玮柏 弦子)
天天都需要你爱
我的心思由你猜
i love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩
(阴天莫文蔚)
开始总是分分钟
都妙不可言
谁都以为热情它永不会减
总之那几年
感性赢了理性那一面
(飞机场的10:30陶喆)
baby baby baby baby
o baby baby o baby
是不是拥有以后就会开始要失去
我给你的越多
你却越想要躲
爱已无法回答所有的问题
(那麽爱你为什麽黄品源 莫文蔚)
离开你是傻是对是错
是看破是软弱
这结果是爱是恨或者是什麽
(你怎麽舍得我难过黄品源)
最爱你的人是我
你怎麽舍得我难过
对你付出了这麽多
你却没有感动过
(爱我别走张震岳)
爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
(让我欢喜让我忧周华健)
就请你给我多一点点时间
再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请你给我多一点点空间
再多一点点温柔
不要让我如此难受
(原来你什麽都不想要张惠妹)
原来你什麽都不想要
我不要你的承诺
不要你的永远
只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好,贪心也好
最怕你把沉默,当做对我的回答
原来你什麽都不想要
(用心良苦张宇)
你说你想要逃
偏偏注定要落脚
情灭了爱熄了
剩下空心要不要
(祝福张学友)
伤离别离别虽然在眼前
说再见再见不会太遥远
若有缘有缘就能期待明天
你和我重逢在灿烂的季节
(吻别张学友)
我和你吻别在无人的街
让风痴笑我不能拒绝
我和你吻别在狂乱的夜
我的心等着迎接伤悲

(把悲伤留给自己陈升)
能不能让我陪着你走
既然你说留不住你
回去的路有些黑暗
担心让你一个人走
(征服那英)
就这样被你征服切断了所有退路
我的心情是坚固我的决定是糊涂
(听海张惠妹)
听海哭的声音
叹惜着谁又被伤了心
(味道辛晓琪)
像你身上的味道
我想念你的吻
和手指淡淡烟草味道
记忆中曾被爱的味道
(我怀念的孙燕姿)
我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
(领悟辛晓琪)
我多麽痛的领悟
你曾是我的全部
只愿你挣脱情的枷锁
爱的束缚任意追逐
别再为爱受苦
(月亮惹的祸张宇)
都是你的错在你的眼中
总是藏着让人又爱又怜的朦胧
都是你的错你的痴情梦
像一个魔咒
被你爱过还能为谁蠢动
(我们的爱 fir)
我们的爱


This has been an alright week. had this basic navigation chartwork test. Think I did only borderline. Damn crapped. Feeling the stress. Only 1 person will be on watch at the bridge. Grr. Stress. but I still have to face it. Hmm, Good lo JJ 78. LOL.

The most interesting session I have for the whole week is the talking cock session. LOL. Intersting la. And come one, alot of people really think that signing with SAF is a wrong choice. But most of them are people with low education backgrounds. Im not looking down or discriminating these people who sign on. But I am highlighting the key fact of Singapore's Education System. Well, who are the people who sign on? Diploma and ITEs, some O-Levels. O Lvls. Y? Oh well, they are the ones who repeated in the N levels, and ended up have to be drafted into service ight after O lvls. Feeling that they might be too late to catch up on tertiary studies after the 2 years, many decided to sign on and get the pile of money b4 moving to other things in life.

I am explaining this as I think most of my blog readers are A-level. Totally no connection to the ITE peeps, or have friends as regulars in the force. Hmm. So yeah, poly grads. Why they sign on? Well, most are cos they feel that their diploma will not gain them a good job in the outside world. Hence, most of them opted for a more stable job with the navy. The starting pay is also quite high.

ITE. I spoke to those regulars who hold ITE cert. Well. They signed on cos they know they cant find a job outside. When I heard that, my heart really went out to them. And most of them come from big families, and they are the eldest in the families , hence most of them sign on to help "bu tie jia yong". Furthermore, most of their courses are tailored to suit them in the NS. Meaning, when they take up the course, it is to hint them to sign on once they enter NS.

Why so many people sign on with Navy? Almost half the trainees here I can tell you. Of cos Navy is not that shiong compared to army. We study in an air conditioned classes and work in an air conditioned ship. Except for those SS people la, work in engine room dem you then dun say lo. Hmm, and Navy peeps can travel free around the world, provided you work in the Frigate or LST. Places to go can include alomst everywhere in the world. better still, you can expect to go like Taiwan every year or Japan and Korea like almost every 2 years.

Well, up to now I only know of 1 who sign on because he really love the country. JUST 1. The rest, they are only in for the money. Lump sum la, 3 bonuses la, benefits here and there. I am talking about specialists. Well, I guess only with money , that is the only way to attract people to sign on with the force. Anyway, to those who want to sign on, think carefully about the salary scheme. It is of course high starting pay. I can still remember that time when the recruiting officer came to ask them to sign on.

"Look at the pay, where can you find such good employers who pay so much for an ITE graduate or O level or N level student?"

Yeah, that statement. It either demoralised those poeple to sign on, or motivated them. I don't know, you think about it and make a decision.

Indeed, it is high. But the increment is minimum. Bonus is quite alot, it is the same as other government institutions. There is a maximum level each regualr can go.

Of cos, it seems like i am so anti signing on. i guess only sign on as officers is good. Much more benefits and you get to see more things la. I already knew of some people who sign on as officers. Air engineering officers, midshipmens. They are my friends of friends. To me, if want to sign on, then sign on as commissioned officers lor. Much more benefits and all that.

Haiz, dunno la. This is my thinking. Oh well. Don't feel like continuing. All in all. I just want to take this silent few who still accept the regimental life so as to continue to protect our nation and work iin the effort of deterrence.

Back iin camp, I just hope these regulars can really contribute more and not like always want to chao keng or run away. Everytime we NSFs have to do so much to go help them cover their asses. Competitions organised by senior classes, they choose to not volunteer. Finding excuses from it. Some love to report sick. Always see them at the pikachu area. Like in poke balls like that. Pikachu means "Bai ka Bai qiu"
Wehn we tell them to go help and volunteer, they shout as us, say that they are human too. When we say that they are taking more pay then us and of course should contribute more, they shout at us again and say that they are humans too. _I_ Lim beh also human leh. You sign on means you shoudl take responsibilty. Sometimes when my mood is good, i am ok with it. But when my mood is bad, i can go the whole day scolding this bunch of assholes who feeds on the taxpayers money and do nothing.

What to do. This is a fact of life. Better education means a better character and a better future. I really understood all the hard pains my parents inculcated into me from young. Low education, high chance these people are uncouth people. But of cos, there are some who impress me with their high command of language, but their thinking are stil biased.

Oh well, enuff of that. Move on to other issues. I don't understand why Singaporeans complain but do no action. Come on la, you all complain the whole day, but when ask you to give suggestions, all tiam tiam. You al say ERP, then give me a better solution lor. Call you take public transport, also complain people eat on the train, squeexy, must stand, smell peopl's armpits, see aunties dig nose, see people fight on trains, complain students on music too loud, see couples fondle too much on buses. -_-" Now you know why singaporeans love to own cars right?

Humans are bias creatures. Am i wrong? ERP goes up, but road tax , COE and some other stuff are dropping. SO inicreasing variable tax to couter direct tax. Which one is better, go research and find out. Complain and complain for what? Say gov this and that, if you can't take it, then go stand up, find for it, go parliament and raise the issue lor...

Hmm, k la my title for today. Well, havnt talk about it yet. Just because of some few arseholes, I have to book in on Sunday night and forgo the date I have with my gay family and jenny. Sian half to the max. Ok, so contradicting. should be Sian one! Ok anyway, yeah lor, book in on sunday afternoon. WTTF? If you all think that Singapore is a first world country, think again man. Officers were able to find MAGGOTS in the cabin!!! WTF??!! the cabins belong to the descenders of the forefathers of India. First time I hear of such things. I stil thought some dead corpse was found in the cabin sia. Kinda of sick man. Then thiose smoekers. Freak ur freaking asses man. When I still think that you people smoke your lifes away, you wanna harm the rest. Smoke in cabin, non smokers tolerate le. Smoke and throw the cig butt out of the windows, may ur lungs burn to charcoal. Litter the enitre freaking backyard. Some peope lagi best, can bring fruits up to their bunk and then throw the bana skin or orange skin out of the window. NUTS OR WHAT?

Haiz, Screwed up my sunday. Damn sad..... Tmr cry in camp le lor..........

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