Awakening

For all the effort I have put in, this is all I get.

Sometimes, I question the philosophy behind reaping what you sow. Why isn't it a direct formula?
I need to find the way fast. it is already the third semester and time is running out fast. Time in university is worth much more than anything else in the universe. Yes. No Joke. I would rather protest in the streets holding the sign "I WANT MORE TIME!" rather than " I AM THE 99% of the exploited population".
As a slow learner but a fast finisher, the whole system is stacked against me. I just feel so fed up at times when things don't seem to go the way I expect it to be. Not that it must turn out the way I want it to be, but perhaps, just preferably.

That day on the bus, it scared the shit out of me when I realize more than three quarters of the bus are filled with foreign students. What time was it you may ask. Well, I guess most of you would have known by now. 10pm. It was ten FREAKING o'clock. Can you believe it? I tried to put in that much already, and if others put it that much too, how will I be able to catch up with them?

Well, the only solution is to fix me to a caffeine injection system man. I am going to stay up late till the sun waves at me twice each day.