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And they lost it again. I cannot believe it. So many chances. Almost 3 1 on 1 chances and we did not take it.

Insulted

By someone who thinks that I am of the same standard as him. Oh yeah, you are so damn wrong. You think too highly of yourself dude. Yes, I am not the elite or what, but at least I know what domain I am in , that is stronger than you. You still got to take an extra test than me .
Yup, I admit you are smarter, but can see you are obvious much lazier. You performance in the work that we did was totally atrocious. You had the freaking dare to show me attitude, when obviously, the part that you were in charge of was done with such slip-shot effort , that I somehow suspect what you learnt from PW in junior college.

Nuff said, got to prove all these people wrong man. Sucks to always be the underdog at times. The bar has been raised to a level where it suffocates the living soul out of you.
2 exams in 14 hours. Good luck to me. I need to see the alphabet that I have missed for such a long time already. A. I so need you more than anything else right now. Come back to Papa.

WTF

totally describes what lpool is going through right now. Seriously. Hodgson should go. I didn't want him even before the Chelsea match. Just go. 8 away wins with Fulham, Blackburn and Lpool. You are a joke. We going to sink deeper than Megatron in the first Transformers Movie.

SMS

It is never short messaging service for me. I always utilise up to 160 characters. and when u have 160, for gods sake, please make full use of it , people.

bloody hekll, like asking a location, be more specific. like say where exactly are the prominent location.

Example, in the libary , walk out of lift can see me. Ok when the lift door open, I see like 30 plus tables in front of me. Or rather should i say, the whole freaking 6th floor is like right in front of me. Grr. Buay tahan.

N dunno man, if u r a student, u have unlimited use it. if u have 500 , and if there are like hundred over ppl messaging u, I have nothing to say. but do you?

Charcoal Pills

Having a serious bout of food poisoning. All down to my stupidity of taking an overnight bread. Lasted for one week already. Seen doc on thursday, until now still suffering. Haiz. Pissed off.

Oh well. essays are finaly done. According to Mao, ( great leader in academic writing), standard still not there yet, but at least, there is significant improvement. Time to be a nerd again this holidays.

May stomach get better. No milk, crap, no dairy products, no ice cream and the superb heavenly milkshake of the deck. Damn.

Ok may Liverpool WIN ah!!! Gerrard has attained the god status. Like seriously. He is like some Megazord, towards the end , like when power rangers always about to be finished off by the bad monsters, out come Megazord, and they will do this synchronised movement, then press a button, and the Bad monsters will collapse and self destruct, just like the Twin Towers. Ok, time to listen to webcasts!

Delinquent Youths?

Why are they still present? Why are they still so foolish?
Just a staring incident, and next thing you know, he is gone.
Stare --> can lead to death. My god, Singapore government banned the sale of firearms, should they ban our eyes from staring too?

Oh well. A song for all the deinquent youths out there.

Blogger app.. where is it???

I need one badly. I want my views heard. Kinda of sucky when google don' really give a damn to blogger anymore. Even wordpress have its own app. I am not going to change any blogging server anymore, it takes time, and piss the sxxx load out of me. LOL.

ok la, real reason is, i want my nuffnang advert money!!! I am like already at $35 bucks, need a few more man! Time to boost up the views.

Oh and there is this super cool feature on blogger now, which is the stats tab. I just glimpsed through just now , and it is so freaking cool.

OK JB. gonna post some tutorials on that soon. Muahah , enjoying every single bit of it. and for the next iphone that I am gonna buy, I going to get the one with the fattest memory. It is so freaky cool to know that s small device can bring a world of million possibilities.

Mind Block

2 essays to be completed , but total mind block now. I have like so many readings, until I am at a lost of which one to select, quote and then continue with my essays. Argh!

My life is now about readings, Kant, Hobbes, Lee Kuan Yew, Hungtington. Yes, you can consider al these people my new friends now. Not exactly, not. I am kind of intrigued, cause, back in secondary school days, I actually had some ideas about the world . Those ideas were actually the same as those thought by my friends. A thing to note is that I didn't read their works before, up to now.

Econs or Pol Sci? Interest or Practicality. Not that PS has not much practicality, but somehow, it is still not that practical in terms of the skills I will learn throughout uni. That is what I guess.

Oh well, Liverpool finally won a game after like 2 months. Time for them to keep this momentum. Really, somehow, after this up and down period, support and love for something has gave me new insights. Liverpool case has verified this. When they were 2 seasons ago, the support for them were all time high. I have friends who were like jumping on the bandwagon, shouting out for Benitez, Gerrard, Torres. When they came to Singapore for the pre-season match, National Stadium turned red, not for the Singapore team ironically, but for Liverpool.

When they underperformed, people were shouting for the heads of all the players. I was not an exception. I shouted, ranted, spewed vulgairties and all sorts. Then came one day, when I saw the supporters of newcastle, leeds, and teams other than the big 4. Many of them supported their team throughtout adversity, take in all the insults from critics. Very shameful indeed, looking at the way I behave.

So now, Liverpool is my life and blood. They made me love the colour red, they made me accept my nickname of redporridge. Partially, ( red--> redporridge). They made me know that to be first is not the priority , of course, I very much want them to win almost everything they can. The process of winning, the process in doing the thing, be it the result, good or bad, you must account to yourself, put in you all into it. The FA cup win over West Ham, the UEFA Champions League win over AC Milan, are victories so representatice of my reasons why I support them. Not blind faith, but faith that they have earned for me.

Players do change, I miss the old ones definitely. Change is the only constant of our time, new ones will replace the old ones. The new crop of them should be able to get something out, almost the whole first 11 are internationals, or rather all of them are. To represent the country is already the top honour, unless we manage to find Martians, then we will have this Milky Way Galaxy Cup.

Okies 2 more essays in 5 hours. Please bless me! and of course, Bolton VS Liverpool. Come on lads, I know you can do it =)

Mundane

Life is now reduced to just projects and assingments.

Independence is the key. Discipline is the lock. Both have to work together to keep yourself in jail.

Serious wake up all.

Looks like going to neglect this bloggie for the time being again....

Michael Sandel

Spent the whole day listening to his Harvard lectures. Really very intriguing. And i think it boosted my knowledge of philospohy up by a few notches If only lectures in NUS were that interesting. The sad thing in NUS is that students are not that vocal. I am one guilty party. We still have the fear of what if we say something wrong, it will seem as though I have thrown my face. This what i dub the "classroom malu-ness" syndrome. This is the result of the asian upbringing and most importantly, the passive learning of the Singapore education system.

Really regret over watching the F1 race and the soccer matches. F1 race was exciting, to an extent worth my time, but the soccer matches, disappointing results and coupled with the lousy display of professionalism of the teams. Disgust. First paper was ill prepared. Questions were easy if revision had been done early. Regret.

Procrastination is a pain the ass. It is not entirely a bad thing, it serves as a wake up call. But then, people fall back to their comfort zone,once the painful period ends.

Rest In Peace, Dr Balaji.

Draw.

I don't know what else to say. Home ground. Fresh 11. First team. All are international players. And what kind of crap result are you all producing. Stop passing the fucking ball back to the defenders. Fucking do your runs and not just stay there and shout for the ball, do it for the team and do it for yourself.

Disappointing.

And damn. School is starting. First thing in school. Exam. Wtf.

Recess!

If only the recess is really like the recess we used to had in Primary school, running around, playing hopscotch, using tennis balls as "min-footballs", life will be so good. Like easily acing the PSLE...
Now, we are living through lies that the rigid education system we were under since Primary One until JC2. Lies that say that if you pull through the 10 years, you will reach a utopia called University. Where things are at a deeper level but no more shackles or locks around you, you are free to learn and enjoy...

BULL SHIT.

Anyway eventful weekend, went back to VSCO. Emo mo mo. Woke up as usual, but was late this time. Actually , it has been many many times. lol. Went straight to melvin house. Played with snoopy. Such a cute doggy! It won't bite or bark at all! And it really feels like carrying a baby! Hahas! First time I carried a dog. What an experience!

We start to siao chiong butterfly strokes and took some pics! Hahas. A good meet up as usual =) Next one will be when Shawn is back!!!

Put some photos and it is back to mugging.

Back to VS !

Went back to VS, for this VSCO gathering. Thank the ex ex ex ex ex ex ex ex chairman , Lin Xu Guang, for organising. 20++ people came, quite a ok turn out I guess. Just find it weird that some people say that why we aren't meeting up, but when there is an oppurtunity to have a good gathering , they just rejected it. Haiz, puzzled.
The trees grew taller, the pond turn murkier( we wonder what current batches of victorians do to it.....), there is a very nice indoor sports hall. We went to CO room. It has became much neater and organised since we graduated, just that all the marks and dents were caused by us were still there. Watching the committee holding their meeting reminds me of the days I was the secretary. Phew time flies!

Quite surprised one senior whom I spoke to quite alot in Sec 1 and 2, remembered my name! Still give me the veyr brotherly feel. Hahas, all of us were as usual, vulgar in the humorous way. After the Jiao Wo Huang Di incident, we going to start a new joke regarding about lecture. Wuahah. seriously the joke of the day manz. I am quite sceptical that it did actually happen though. But, still, we had a freaking good laugh about it.

Tuition was seriously bad. It kind of saddens, when you see that your effort is not reaping rewards. Although you know tuition is not a zero-sum game, somehow inside me, I still refuse to believe it. I am quite thankful how my parents controlled me in the past.

And today is my mum's birthday! Wohoo!
Going to K this amount of notes le. Byes! Totally thrashed my chem notes in MJ.

why?

y of all mods i took philo.. why why oh please tell me why...

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