Meaning of love

To My Friends Who Are...........SINGLE
給我單身朋友們
Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But
愛就像一隻蝴蝶。越要追牠，卻越要逃避。
if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can
如果就隨牠自由的飛，牠會在你最不注意時飛向你。
make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it
愛使人快樂，卻常傷害人。但只有在你把愛給了一個真正值得付出的人時，是最珍貴的。
to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.
所以，花點時間去選擇最好的他/她吧




To My Friends Who Are............NOT SO SINGLE
給我那不是單身的朋友們
Love isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person.' It's about
愛不能使他/她成為一個'完美的人'
finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.
它卻可以使你找到一個幫你成長的他/她



To My Friends Who Are............PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE
給我玩世不恭的朋友們
Never say 'I love you' if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they
如果你不在乎，不要說'我愛你'。如果他們不在時，不要討論自已的感受
aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look
不要涉足會使他人心碎的生活。
in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is
說謊時，不要看著眼睛。
to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works
最殘忍的事莫過於男人讓女人愛他，卻是逢場作戲。反之亦然...
both says...


LOTR - Follow The Script by ~midnightgem on deviantART

To My Friends Who Are............MARRIED 給我已婚的朋友們
Love is not about 'it's your fault', but 'I'm sorry.' Not 'where are you',
不要老是說'這是你的錯'，何不說說'對不起'。
but 'I'm right here.' Not 'how could you', but 'I understand.' Not 'I
不要老是問'你去哪裡了'，何不說說'我就在這兒等著你'。
不要老是問'你怎麼會這麼作？'，何不說說'我了解你'。
wish you were', but 'I'm thankful you are.'
不要老是說'我希望你這麼做'，何不說說'我感謝你的一切'。



To My Friends Who Are............ENGAGED
給我那已訂婚的朋友們
The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how
要真正衡量包容心，不是看在一起幾年了，而是要看彼此的敬愛
good you are for each other.



To My Friends Who Are............HEARTBROKEN
給我心碎的朋友們
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to 心碎的時間和傷害的深度，完全取決於你自已。
go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.
難的是，如何從中學習，而不是從傷痛中爬起。

Heart Broken Love by ~angelofsinX on deviantART


To My Friends Who Are............NAIVE 給我所有天真的朋友們
How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too
要如何戀愛？--就愛吧。不要欲言又止；要互相協調，不要太固執；
persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand,
要分享，且千萬不要有不公平；要了解，別命令；
and get hurt but never keep the pain.
受傷後不要再記恨。


To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE
給我積極的朋友們
It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but 看到你所愛的他/她和其他人很快樂使你心碎
it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.
但知道你所愛的他/她是和你在一起不快樂，令人更加的傷心。

EB: Ninten is... by *roseannepage on deviantART


To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS
給我害怕去承認的朋友們
Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when 當你和他/她分手時，愛受到傷害
someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you
當他/她和你分手時，更是傷痛
love has no idea how you feel.
但傷害最深的是你所愛的他/她完全無法了解你的感受


I Should Tell You by ~prexus on deviantART


To My Friends Who Are............STILL HOLDING ON
給我那還在等待的朋友們
A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to
人生最傷心的事，是你和他/她愛情長跑了多年，最後的結局卻不如所望。
find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now he's not
'如果他/她現在讓你覺得不值得付出，那麼一年，甚至十年後，都不會值得付出的。
going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go.....
讓他/她走吧


TO ALL MY FRIENDS....... 給我所有的朋友們
My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature,
我竭誠祝福你們愛著一個誠實、強壯、成熟、衷心、有衝勁、保護你、積極、值得付出和無私的他/她。
never-chan gin g, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish

Get yourself a lion cub. It may even give you wonders that maybe a human friendship won't. LOL. Watch the following video. Reeally very touching. Can we humans have this kind of so extraordinary relationship... ? =P

In 36 hours...

Will be off to the furtherst country I have ever been so far. Kinda of excited and sian also. Rushing so much for this whole month. Feeling kinda of frustrated actually.Today was my embarkation off, but have to go back to ship to do some last minute work, no choice, but just have to do it. At least I still can get to come back.

Today is the day whereby guards are off to brunei. So there goes wilberg, wenyuan and jian rong.

Hahas, so surprise Jenny called. Nice dinner with good chat. Ok, my knowledge on some stuff has increased. My guess again are right, but tend to deviate with other people's opninion.

Have been getting forgetful this past few weeks. Looks quite bad. Wonder is it me, or is it the workload thrown to me. Stressed out.

Oh, CNY. What a rush one. My whole room is in a mess, didnt had the luxury of time like the past few years to keep it spick and pan. All my cousins have grown up. Some became more vocal, some are being chased by aunts and uncles to find gfs. Those who are attached disappears quicly after getting hong bao.. ahahs joking. Feels like I became the big brother of all the young cousins. Weird. Maybe next year, things will change... Hahas. I dunno. Spent my time at my aunt's house playing computer games and PS2 with them. Times changed so much, in the past, we used to always play with fireworks and pop pop. At least, there is still some feel on CNY. Technology has replaced everything, which is kinda of sad. Only special thing I feel is that , I gobbled quite a variety of new year goodies. LOL.

Kushindo or Yushinbo? cant really remb the name of the restuarant. Celebrated my Grandma's birthday there. The food werent kind of fresh, guess it is due to the fact that is was the second day of CNY. But the variety of food there is alot. So yeah, didnt really felt the freshness of the food though. Yup Yup.

My CNY basically is that short and sweet. Yup Yup. Miss my computer, bed, family and frens I guess. LOL. Alright. See you guys. Pre planned posts will appear. Nothing much about my life. Just some interesting emails that i copied up here, and as usual those weird and funny videos are also up. Have fun reading them, will drop by here if possible. Till then, Take care everyone! Keep tagging, i will come to my tagboard i think.lol

hello=D

Haha so amazing. NO MORE OJT! PHuieEEe!!!

Wohoo, please call lim bei RNS3 =D

Just joking. Amos , why i didnt see your tjc peeps collecting newspapers around my neighbourhood?All of you all tua-ning ah?

Blogging to say Im still here. Amazed That I am still here alive and kicking well.

CNY. so looking forward to it. Last few good days to before coming back on the 14 th of March.

Wuahah, what a funny scene today. Shuzzie, walked in front of you! I slowed down le, but you still walked straight. haha, until I heard a "EH??" lol. Nice to meet your bf=)...ok...that sounds gay... Get silver le boh? =P Call himi faster, so next time NDP .. say NDP 15. You can shout for his name. Wuahaha....

Ok siao liao. Today got some talk to call us join navy. instead we digged out for our payments due to us . LOL. Ok finally been settled. Lets hope money comes in soon!

Wohoo! madness. Tomorrow is like A levels for the ship and I am still acting like I am taking CA1 in primary school. Hmm, CA1, wonder who still remember what it stands for... COntinual Assessment. LOL.

OK, ta da. Off I go.!

Anw, some last minute updates. This person has a very special place in my heart. i want to spend this passage specially for this person. Met this person duirng tuiton in my secondary school days. In JC, we were in the same JC. Now in army, I have met this special person again. We were so shocked that day when we first laid our eyes on each other..... It was a darn special moment....

"Mereith! Why u sign on? " Yeah... the special one was Mereith. hahas, looks like he is sailing with me on MSTD. Always meeting him on unexpected occasions. LOL.

wanted to type another thing but forgot le. KK late for shio.. rushing off! Putting my playlist on random mode... ome freaking bangala music is playing from it. ARGH BANGLA!

1 year soldier!

I am just happy to look at the extra dollars the government is giving me for protecting the red spot =D

Ok la, 1 year from the day i stepped foot onto the holy soil of Tekong. Zoomed, everything went past. Sergeatns, drills, parade square, mobile canteen, canteen break, route march, chao keng. Zoom. All gone in a flash. Somehow thankful to be in the army in the year of 2008. A year when I think many civilians had a hard time passing.

Much more stuff to say. But again Time and The SAF directive forbids me to say. So adios. Back to ship tmr. 7th week. The ship badge is coming. Im smelling it.

Hiatus Mode

Hmm, ok feeling damn stressed this month. Guess cos of a change of environment abit too much to handle. Posts will try to do it before I will be officially missing for 1.5 months.

Yup.

"Work is work, friendship is friendship. If you can find friendship in work, then good for you, if not, do your work and that is it." That is the only statement I agreed with SP2.

Argh. Freaking stressed out la. 1.5 months wun smell the singapore smell. come back dunno will be chiong or rest. 2 weeks later going to taiwan to chiong Zhui(water).

ok, signing off.

Selemat New Year!

had one of the most unique celebration ever. Watched the fireworks witht he dutywatch yesterday at the bridgewing. hahas. Wonderful fireworks. Not sure if the red flares were shot up by the ships at Marina Bay. it was very beautiful.
Like stars dropping from the sky. Woot. And the whole naval base were playing with the Ship's horn, pressing like mad!

2009 should seems exciting to me, cos of the PInk IC, but somehow or rather I don;t feel it. I will be heading to so many different countries more than the only country I have gone to in my past 19 years which is Malaysia.

First Bangladesh, I dunno what I will be doing at there, I guess I will buy some rice back for everyone. LOL. Hope there won't be any tropical typhoons or whatever not. Pray no earthquake at sumatra there. IF not I will be on one of the world's best Roller Coaster Rides ever.( better than Singapore Flyer) At least, I think I will be swimming instead of being suspended on a rope....

Next East Malaysia. So cool. Let see if I can meet Kenny Sia. After that going to Sawadeka, i am from thailand.

By the time I come back, i wonder what shocking news I will know of. This will be and the half months. Wonder who in OCS will I know of.

Taiwan is up next. Gao Xiong. Cool. See betel nuts lady. LOL. Go find Jay CHou. LOL. So lame. Dunno la, heard shopping also not much to shop. C look c look.

Iraq the next stop? ahhas. Really hope can go there. Like they say, once in a lifetime. But it would means I will extend my ORD. Pink IC or Once in a lifetime experience? =) When i talk about iraq, i wun be stepping on her soil, feeling bullets flying past me or watching grenades flying over my head or trying to play baseall with it. I will be on the waters outside there.

Alright, Blog hopping right now. everyone is doing refelction. Gd gd. 2008. I made many wrong decisions I guessed. Results. Hope for more, but know that some things back in 2007 couldnt make it happen. I did not heed the message of once bitten twice shy. Well, part and parcel of life. Some people just don't learn.

NS. Very gd experience so far. I am not someone who worked in the civilian world before. Coming NS hence became a huge jump to notice the good and evil of people. Backstabbing, politics have all became a norm. Treat people nice doesn't equate to people treating u nice too. So give preferrential treatment. Fuck those who aren't nice to you, don't give them face, cos they never will. 2009 will be exciting for me. Venturing to places I never have though I will go to. Of cos, buddies that I have made. Tekong pals, few are still in contact, the rest has disappeared into thin air. Of cos, more pals in Navy. Closer with NDP and courses we went through. Thankful to have met them. Cont the brotherhood.

Friends. Thankful for everyone who has been tyring to keep in contact with one another. I missed 2 parties already. So sadded. Both Christmas Eve and Countdown. Not forgetting how many people's bdae are also off the list. Misunderstandings surfaced quite alot, then again, understanding played a part again. Friendship , a 2 way thing, not one way. This year will even be worse I guess. Can say out of this country for close to a total of 4 months.

Family. Big movments for my grandma. Moving from west to the east. Good for me for cny! Super near. means can sleep later... muahaha... More or less good, maybe spent too little time with aunts and the rest. Great time with my parents and sis. No more quarrel with Sis. Happy for her graduation and her job.( though it kinda of sucks witht his bad times). Parents are naggy as usual, I think NS was the vaccine. I am kinda of immune to the nags. nags and vulgarities have reached equal status. Instead of feeling frustrated, I will feel weird if I don't hear someone saying. in camps i mean.

Finance. Sucks big time. Where is the promotion man. Nuff said. Lehman Brothers( screw u) I was not affeected though.

Health. Bad in tekong, good in navy. Losing my muscles gained in the weekly gym session I had in IMOS. So much SK on ship that I have become a coolie again.

Relationship. Well, how do i start? Nah, I guess I should say where was the ending? Waited to no avail, same old response. Question marks fills my head, but full stops have replaced them. Disappointed I am but Guessed numbeness have replaced it. Emptiness and Busy-ness has kept me occupied. Looked at some NS plas, and plas around me, many have entered new entries into the "Tragic Love Stories of NSmen".

Oh well, guess that is about it. Stay Positive peeps! Off to swimming. IPPT coming! I want a silver!

Argh! Duty and Gerrard!!??

Why Why did Gerrard has to face such shit right at this moment? Sian half. At a time when Liverpool is at the best form of the season.

Back at work today , someone commented my england sucks today. Shit. Better brush before entering uni. Sian half. Everyday get suan up down left right center behind top bottom. WHY WHY? But it is ok, I accept. It is part of growing up as a Singaporean With a banana and 2 coconuts.

Ok, tmr night will be one of the most interesting night ever. If I not wrong, I spent mine last year at QL's House, eventful countdown. I think it was last year. This year I guess I will be looking out from the flight deck of my ship. Since We have a clear view from CNB to CBD. LOL. So eventful! Most likely... I will be "Quarantined"...

Adios.. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! DRINK and DUN DRIVE. IF DRIVE, DUN DRINK. DRINK and DRIVE, U may DIE!

Eek, So Sorry!

Horrendous outing. Haiz, if only it was me. >_<. Reay Unforgettable experience.5 years since I last rode on the bike. Argh.

Busy Busy again. Went back to mothership. Different culture and environment. In life, when u get to different places, you will truly understand the meaning of comparison, and the chinese meaning off, the opposite pasture is greener, Something like that, My chinese is degrading as the years go by. Has been 3 years since my last paper. LOL.

Sometimes, you help and don't expect anything in return. But then, some people take it for granted and manipulate you. It is ok, you manipulate them back. But it saddens you when their attitude is that f up and they show no remorse, taking things for granted. Respct is earned, not asked for. Prove it, prove them wrong.

Oh well, off to mugging.

2008 Christmas!!!

I am currently on ship now. But of course, not blogging from ship. Haha, this is a pre-posted post.

Hmm, spending it on the ship. LOL. Such a good way. Ok la, today can say is like ome RNS gathering. but anyway, want to create some jokes again. Yesterday, 2 Bangalas came to clean the ship. Rama, exclaimed happily that he going to countdown at orchard with his friends. LOL. I was like thinking, mroe to go there to touch touch. Anyway, He inspired me to look for this Music Video. Woot! Enjoy!





While enjoying, remember the peeps who are silently serving Duty back at their camps! =D

Surprise Surprise!

Hahas, yuppies, this has been one of the most enjoyable week for OJT life I guess. First tiime ever, we were released at 12pm, due to the OFFICIAL half day for everyone. Then tmr, it will be like some weekend duty, nothing much I guess. Then it will be movie screening for 3rd Flotilla this Friday! woot! The movie that I watched 2 days ago... LOL.

Alright, Christmas Eve. Spent the whole day infron of my Electrical GF. HP Pavillion... Freaking bored. Sian. But don't worry. Back to my usual maniac self. Hahas, found this Hilarious Video. Lead Actor: ME!

Send your own ElfYourself eCards

Merry Christmas To All! 2009 Please come in a flash with our Pink I/Cs for all the guys and to the gals, Excel in Your Studies of cos, and especially in their Sports madness month. All chiong dunno what Inter Hall Events!

Week 51: Almost lost count of the weeks

Haha, time passed so fast unti I lost count of the number of the weeks I have been in service. Boof, everything going in a flash. Let me recount some stuff first. CO BBQ. Felt so ashamed. Cos the juniors organised a BBQ that had 14 people coming. More than the 8 for the one my batch organised.... LOL. Ok, Yes Man with Jenny and Wenyuan. NS taught me to have more situation Awareness, or should I say, Endurance taught me that. But, of all, i forgot that i going to have complimentary tickets to watch Yes Man this Boxing Day... Grr..8 bucks... Hahas, but okk la, the show was worth it. Long time no laughed that much since Jack Neo's Money No enough 2. Outing with MJC's classmates at some pub, or bar or soemthing like that la.



Blog morewith pics in the future. Hopefully tmr, SUPPOSEDLY there is half day. In the spirit of christmas, I appeal to higher authorities to GIVE in the spirit of Christmas =P...



Alot of things have been going on lately on the ship that let me ponder. Why do good people always at a disadvantaged position? Is it because we are easy to makan, we diam diam, don't say anything, people just whack us like some rotten tomato or something? Hmm, as usual, more about that later.



2008. bad year for everyone. Remb that I still have some posts not put up yet, the cubeecraft thingy, my sis' grad night ( so so guilty about this, like how many weeks ago....), and lagi best, the outing with syaz, xinying, xinyi to the night safari on the last day of last year. Wuahah.



Ok 2 crappy news that I am currently watching. Singapore Flyer have some problems. Crap. So freaking Ex le, still have problems. Really Sian half can. I cant imagine a situation whereby a servicemen is haveing a date with his gf on the Singapore Flyer. Something happens and he has to book in at night.... LAGIIIIIIIIIIII BEST sia! Tio F... The some kuku rank called Specialist Cadet is created. Seriously. It looks ugly, \\\ ///. Those who so desperate to be 3rd sergeants will put their arms criss crossed whenever they speaks. LOL. I guess the rationale is to give due credit to Specialists Cadets too, same as OCTs. Latest intelligence reports also points out to new rank grading next year. SO, it means there will be different grades of each rank. Like Corporal will have different ranks and something like that la. Wait and see lo. I just want my back pay man. It is really a hit in the trust they want us to entrust in them. UP MY RANK!!!. My april batch boys are already getting corporals. Or rather those who enlisted later than me are already getting their ranks.


Adios. This skin sucks. And I dun have time to edit it. Guess I will change or look for another skin. poof. Back tomorrow! Oh yeah, one more stuff. Weird answer from Singapore Ministers in price Increase of Daily necessities....

1 month of being a sailor.. Woot!

For this past 1 month, I think I have travelled overseas more than all the overseas trip I have accumulated over the 19 years. One important thing for me was that, i uses to question my parents, "Why don't we go to further country like Australia or Europe? All my friends are going there!"



My dad's reason was that he sees no need to go so far out. Go there come back, everything will be forgotten. So no point lor. Haha, I felt so pissed and puzzled by that reply. Well, coming to NS and interacted with some regulars who signed on due to family financial problems. I felt that I am lucky enough to have even gone to have taken a bus at exceeded the causeway. People who signed on have not even been out of Singapore for like their past 20 years. Some, not even Sentosa. A very very huge lesson for me. Really, Be contented with what you have. Everything that you going to have in the future is just a bonus, treasure it well, cause one day, you will lose it. We came to this world with nothing, will we leave with something? It will be up to us to decide it.



Ok, suddenly like some Life lesson lecture. Anyway, Yup, Ihave been off to South China Sea for like 4 or 5 times already. Used to take transport for granted. Now, i am doing some real navigation work, to find my way there. Singapore is a real shipping port. The moment I am on the Singapore Straits, Everyone on watch will get so tense, because the scene infront, and behind of us resemble the expressways in the morning of Singapore. Congested! Imagine this 300 m long Alphamite, cargo ship I mean going past you one after another. Phew. To think I am on the biggest ship of the navy. LOL.



This has been the loneliest month for me I guess. For the record, I didn't went out for 4 weekends, in terms of super long hours, spending much money or what. Time passes supe quickly when you have alot of things to do. Like being a cheap labour .

Argh, my ideas seems so etangled. Blog more when my mind calms down. Christmas will be spent on the ship. Looks like I will have to give Willis' Party a miss. Sadded.

My ass has turned into a world map after 2 weeks on board ship. Don't believe me....?
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Whole day stare at maps and radar....We were force to tattoo our asses with the world map.....
LOL... JOking la. If only my ass looked that beautiful... =O!


k la, joking la. But i think the next 2 weeks is going to be the darkest period of my life. Haiz, loads of hard felt things that want to say but cant. Really awaiting my mothership to be back soon. Come back to Singapore!!!

Loads of things to study, maybe even more than A's I dunno. This is one of the reasons why I have been not blogging. I totally lost the energy and mood. Have things to blog, but no energy and tiime to blog. Total shagged-ness I tell you.

Thnks for the tags, butno time to reply. rushing this post. Have to go back to ship again tmr. Exciting period for me. Withnessing alot of stuff I don't think I will get to see in the future. But also now is the most xiong period. Damn buay tahan. But I will pull through. My PINK IC. 334 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My scheldue now is like 1 duty in 2 days. (madness, i will say) but i have no qualms about it. Cos this is NS. Suck ur thumb. And hope it becomes like thumbelina....So i kena-ed the weekends. PZB.... No I scold vulgarities all in short form le...Try to curb my anger and brashness...lol.. till then... Fair winds and following seas....

Mini Me of Mikaeel Jackson...

Heard Jackie converted to muslim? So we should start using his new Islamic name. Lol. Cool dance moves.. Woot, Bollywood dancing rocks more than High School Music La =P

Cool Advert By Barclays

Haha, super cool . I really wonder how they build all these thing. maybe computer graphics thing or what la. But looks funy and real to me. Holy... I am so easy to be duped...